When you cross the teenage margin, you always tend to believe that it's high time you present yourself as a matured person. The arrival of a girl in your life does not change your approach but changes the overall concept of maturity for you. You believe the very things you do is also a part of being matured which ultimately showcases and discloses the childish and the jovial part within you.
The stable life that you seek for somehow takes a dip when she leaves you. She left you for a reason you'd have never left her for. But after she leaves, you understand that the previous 10 months with her was basically a wasted time which apparently took you away from your dream.
You know the best part? You still remember your dream. If you do, doesn't matter how devastated or how disturbed you are, you will one day, not today maybe not tomorrow, but ONE DAY, you'll find yourself so close to your dream that even if you look back, you will laugh at the person who did everything to take your happiness away from you.
So what if you are sad and low today? Do me a favor. Hold up everything. Nobody gives a damn about it and so shouldn't you. Don't ever permit yourself to be sad about somebody's else's negative contribution in your life. You feel lonely without her? Excellent! This is the best moment to understand how strong you are and realize that you can achieve your dreams without being supported by a member of the opposite gender.
You are 20, single, not looking to mingle and the closest people you are with other than your parents are your fellow football friends and the members of your club.
Somehow, this present situation is a big time turn off for any girl who might be interested in you because maybe to her, you lead a very dull life. A life that is filled with boredom and is quite miserable. However, she doesn't know one thing. She doesn't know the secret about how you always manage to stay so jovial even after leading a "publicly opinionated" miserable life.
The secret lies within and are very small, unattended objects/person who plays some kind of role that always keeps you happy despite having innumerable reason for you to stay sad. A hug from your neighbor sister who pronounces your name is "chis" instead of Krish. The small mischief sessions with your mother when she does everything to pull your legs when you are busy chatting on Facebook. Those laughing sessions when you are watching a hilarious Sitcom "Curb your enthusiasm" and still have clear memories of "Seinfeld". But there is this one little secret that seems absurd even to your parents. A football academy which you always dream of. Small children running around the field wearing your designed jerseys and two trainers guiding them.
You have already sorted out your plans. Sports Management it is. 1 year in IISWBM and then if everything goes well, University of Liverpool babaaaay! No it's not a matter to put up as a Facebook status. But it's happiness within you that motivates you acquire your dreams. You have everything sorted out and you are waiting for the train to arrive. You are ready to step ahead and work hard enough to achieve everything you wish for. You know you have nothing to showcase now but you have challenged yourself.
"I may not be working now and earning my family over 10,000 rupees per month. But in 10 years from now, your father and mother will look up to you and shout it out to the world that My child is doing something that nobody has even dreamt of. Everybody expected an improvisation. Everybody complained. My child has brought in a solution. People seek for jobs. My child invented one."
This ain't a challenge to the world. This is you, challenging yourself to work harder and in 10 years time you will have your own school of football excellence.
This is your LIFE. This is you. This is how you decorate it, no matter whoever comes to jeopardize your dreams.
This is HAPPINESS.
