Wednesday 12 March 2014

Finally? Hope so..

12th March 2014.
Nobody has any clue about how happy I am today. A burden that has been there for almost a year has finally said goodbye. It was around 4:30 today that I got to know about it. I kept smiling while the college official was putting stamp on my documents. A long fought battle was finally won.
The future looks ambitious to me. The future seemed to congratulate me at that very moment and it seemed to inspire me a lot more. I called up Ma. She was so happy to hear about it.
As I walked back home, a long lost joy and a feeling of relief surrounded me in such a way, that I felt lovely at that very moment.
A stupid memory has kept covering me up all this while. That memory will probably stay for a long time, if not forever. But all I need to learn is to live with it. Looking forward is the only option when things start interfering with your ambitions. Looking ahead is your only choice when things start distracting you from your goal.
All this while when I was looking to get over her, getting back at her seemed appropriate. But today, just for that one happy reason a lot seemed meaningless. A lot to achieve, but only for the sake of my pride and my parent's happiness.
It's a long road ahead. Distraction will be that sexy hitchhiker trying to get a ride, by showing off her boobies. Have a great look. Admire it. But the road doesn't end over there, right?

The sun shines to help you lead..
The road that you travel, makes you believe..
The love and blessing, the joys of care.
The lovely little wishes, seems all fair..

He rides along, with hope in his heart..
For he'll never walk alone..
He rides alone with a dream to live..
For he'll walk, but this time, he won't leave..